Sunday, October 13, 2002

.....last post wasnt that aware of that.......but im all out of funny
well since i seem to be running this crazy thing
lets continue with the commenting on the daily retardation:::

I am extremely happy right now; extremely happy to know that Sam feels the same way on the issue of seeing other people. So here we go, four years to go until heaven officially exists on earth.aaww how diabetic ^_^ I'm actually very happy. I have four years in which I will never have to worry about girls,and he'll only have to worry about guys....and realize he really is gay infact and then the rest of my life to spend with the one I truly love. Sure it sucks that we can't even talk as of now, but really that's a small bit in the larger scheme of things. I've been having a lot of fun so far senior year, now I think I can enjoy myself even more. I hope Sam feels the exact same way. It would be totally awesome to know that she is also having fun in the four years we will be apart. They say time flies when you're having fun, and I have never wanted time to fly by faster than I do now. I love you Sam. I just can't say it enough...i dont really have much to all speaks for itself ive said before

next is the most recent post by brett

Did a little bit of blog updating today. I took all the blogs and sites that aren't updated anymore off my links list. I also added Farra's blog, which is a good blog by the way. Let's see, I'm going to San Diego this weekend so no blog updates. I'm going with Rashad, so it should be a lot of fun.oh god......rashad....ooooooooooh yes.. rashad and tons of fun... he is his black man servant Speaking of Rashad I should be hanging out with him right now, but he turned his cellphone off shows you how much he wants to hang out with youso I'm not sure where he is. I know he's going to be at Pat's house eventually, but I don't want to just show up if he's not there.oh god....pat....a person WORSE than rashad I saw Red Dragon last night, and it was pretty good. Not as good as Silence of the Lambs, but I didn't expect it to be. Edward Norton did an excellent job though, I really like that guy.hmm.....he really does have a liking towards guys i see I also saw Spirited Away a week ago, but I believe I forgot to blog about it. It was really good, though it's not going to replace Mononoke as my all time favorite anime. I loved the fact that it created such a vibrant world with such interesting characters. It was almost like an anime version of Alice in Wonderland, very cool. It could have used a bit more character developement, but I understand that had to be sacrificed due to the fact that there were just so many characters. For the record, my favorite caharacter was No Face. ^_^ no face cant be my fav char

Not too much else going on right now. School is nice, though AP Physics is killing me. I need to remain focused, I can't afford to get a bad grade in an AP class
god i cant wait till he fails this'll make me feel smarter thats for sure...cuz i didnt have THIS hard of time with it, it looks horrible on college apps. Speaking of colleges, my hope is that I will get into UCSD. I have the grades for it you just dont have the actual work habbits to make it through college, I just have to make sure to have a strong personal essay " hi my name is brett and my biggest accomplishment is how to stay gay and not let anyone know you really are.. first you get a girl to pretend she's your girlfriend...and then you can tell everyone you dont want to go out with girls because you have a 'girlfriend' when in reality you're gay and think that girls have cooties" and keep my GPA at it's current level this year. So far things are looking good, and life is looking up. I think I'll be able to get through these next 4 (well a lil less now) years just fine. And after as I know it will be redefined. I can't wait. blah blah blah

Well be back late Sunday. Bye everyone one, and *hugs* to Sam (I love you ^_^).

<|~~~~ oh he's a thug now