Saturday, October 05, 2002

well well well.......lets start this crazy thing off by commending on
the most interesting blog out there......bretts blog

....his blog will be in italic and my comments shall be in bold..let us begin::

I'm sorry for the lack of updates, but a lot has been happening in my life. I've come to some decisions that are different than what I had said I would do. I feel a bit hypocritical, but I'm only human. I have to be honest with myself, and everyone else right now.''i am gay'' I can't stay in this relationship with Sam.''because it is a waste of my time and i cant actually make out with you at the park'' It's killing me and I can't take it anymore. I'm sorry Sam. I know how much you love me, and you can bet I love you back just as much. But this relationship is just not healthy.''you're 14 and im 17'' If we could talk things would be different. If we could talk, I could make it through 4 years of waiting for you easily.can i mention how stupid this sounds? But we can't talk, and I'm weak.''because i sit on my ass all day chatting'' I can't be in this kind of relationship, it's tearing me apart.''i just want to admit that im gay'' And sooner or later, it's going to totally tear you apart as well.''because you're going to realize you're going out with a 2 ton whale'' When you can talk to me again I WILL be there. No matter what we still will meet as well. Maybe then we'll be able to be happy together. Only time can tell what will happen,''only time knows if i'll ever come out of the closet'' but we aren't happy now and that's not right.

Live your life without me Sam.like her life was different with you in it I know I've said it before and I know you don't want to, but please do it.for the love of god sam...you're not LOSING anything...i would LOVE it if brett said he's leaving my life It will be so much better on us both that way. Even if times are hard, just always remember that we will meet in the future.and then sam will realize what HUGE mistake she's made For now do what you want, enjoy your youth! I don't care if you go out with other guys, I want you to enjoy yourself. I love you to death, and that's why I want to see you happy.can i mention that brett doesnt know a SINGLE thing about love...becaue you dont throw that word in EVERY sentence if you mean it....unless you're a valley girl....in which case brett meets both the criterias Don't think I love you any less because of this, and don't think we have any less of a chance to be together because of this. It's just that this is what we need to do. There is no other way around it. I hope you understand, I really do. The last thing I want to do is hurt you, and that's why we have to do this. I hope you can see that...i am fat


....i dont even need to say anything more......

all of you can see how dumb this all is

Tuesday, October 01, 2002

......well i'd like to welcome everyone to our
spankin' new site.... this is where we're going
to comment on other blogs...... um.......

enjoy.....